There She Stood

when i was young.. I had been told that you can have whatever you want...
i believed them...
i believed in sincere want
till that very day when want had become cant

There she stood... innocent yet guilty
not at fault yet filled with anxiety
because my want was not hers
and her want was in another

There she stood.. flattered yet dissapointed
soaring further and further
everytime a confession was made
everytime i thought of her

there she stood.. 3000 miles away
wanting something i couldn't give her
wanting someone i couldnt be
wanting him more than me

Yet, i waited
Coz i wanted
her to be part of me
and me to be part of her

so i continued to believe
in these lies
in these false hopes
there she stood
innocent yet guilty