Complicated

I've asked you many times
Time and time again
Why him and not me
What can he offer
Which I can't
What does he have to give you
Which I lack
What good can come of him
Which I have failed to give

I now realize
That its not him you want
Its just me you dont
Coz I have failed you
I have made mistakes
One too many maybe

Year after year
I know you want to
you want to say its over
but you cant
coz it may be over
but we both know
that it wont just end there
Coz my love for you
is just too complicated